OKMG - Weekend recap
Friday night I made her this really awesome origami dragon. She LOVED it. Thanks god, because it took me forever to make.
I don't think I did anything for Saturday, but you'll notice that Saturday was a very rough day for OKMG, so it's understandable.
Sunday, I made her some tea and cream of wheat/wheatena mix (don't knock it 'til you've tried it - it's really good and has the best of both: the creaminess of cream of wheat, but the fiber and hartiness (sp?) of wheatena.). I didn't think that was enough, so, before we went to bed, I told her that she was very special to me and that I love her very much and I'm glad we're trying to work this out.
In a reverse OKMG move, T bought me this very pretty necklace. It's very a pro po in that the celtic knot signifies ongoing intertwine-ness (I think). (You can see my scar that I was talking about, too.) She also bought me some vanilla flavored black tea - delish!
I'll tell you, though, I have a huge uphill battle with OKMG. If I can pull this off, it will be amazing and a true testament to how much I love her. I've only referenced here that I need to be romantic, but I have soooo much more to do: I need to make more time for her, but more importantly, I need to stick to honoring the time that we have agreed to spend together, I need to make her more of a priority, and I need to include her more in my daily life (I have this awful habit of not telling her what happened during my day, while she goes into crazy detail about hers. There are reasons why I do it, but basically I don't feel that the stuff I do is interesting to tell anybody and that, more than likely, it's boring. I have always gotten that feeling from other people in my life, so it's hard to break that habit. I do have a plan, though. I've pledged to tell her at least one thing every day.), and I'm sure there are more things I need to do.
OKMG hit a snag again last night and the difficulty of my mission was reinforced by the fact that she's moving out next weekend and everything is not all hunky-dorey, as she let me know. Also, yesterday was the offical day of my 3-month deadline (Dec 31); although you'll notice in my nifty countdown on the right sidebar, I'm actually adding 19 more days to it because that's our 6 year anniversary (Jan 19).
*sigh*
Please send your well-wishes and leave encouraging comments. They really help, even if just to brighten my day.
Loves!
Sunshine
PS - See Sky, look what you're not having to deal with by being single! ;-) Sun


4 comments:
sometimes having something in your life is better than nothing, of course the reverse can be true as well. you're trying and that does make a difference.
keep reachin for the panties,
valentine!
True true!
dude, i was just thinking how much i admire you... i have no patience for intricate orgami. i can make simple stuff but when it comes to making something like a crane, i get all bent/folded out of shape. kudos. the necklaces she bought y'all are very pretty and i guess in a sense symbolic. i would have felt bittersweet as well.
T is the same way. It's funny, she'd extremely artistic and creative in that sense, whereas I am not, by any means. She can't stand to do origami, but I have no problem with it. I think it has to do with the fine angles and geometry of it all.
Sunshine
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