Boo ya'!
What the hell am I supposed to do with this blog? It's caused me just as much grief as it has emotional relief. Maybe the two are tied together?
Thinking maybe I should make it by invitation only. That way only the people I want to read it can/will. Huh. What about that? Well, that would ruin any income potential (I've made like, a hundred dollars, so far - I'm big ballin'), so that's more than likely a no.
Ugh, whatever, people are going to read the blog - Hello, that is my intention, no? Even people that I would prefer not to. A friend of mine commented to me that I was just providing fodder for anyone who wanted to take Tara in their clutches. It makes sense: I tell people that we are having problems. I tell them EXACTLY what our problems are. I tell them what Tara wants/needs. I tell them how I don't fulfill her (if you look at it that way). I tell them what a great person she is. So forth and so on. I give people a lot of information about Tara. Someone could take that "opportunity" and run with it.
If that is indeed the case, then I say fuck it and fuck them.
I mean, really. Go bottom feed off of somebody else's sloppy seconds, not my relationship. Fuckers.
Sunshine
2 comments:
People like you're describing here have absolutely no integrity. And this is the primary reason that I don't usually care to hang out at the bar scene. If you want validation for long term relationships, it's generally best to hang out with others who have those same values, who also value long term relationships.
I understand completely your disgust with these kinds of people. These are the kinds of people that give the "gay community" a bad name. I am completely revolted and disgusted by these kinds of values and can't imagine how these kinds of people can even look at themselves in the mirror, or have any kind of personal integrity.
People who are your friends, or who are even T's friends would be more concerned about being supportive of you and her and supporting whatever direction you two choose to go in, not trying to jump into your pants. That is a selfish thing and shows absolutely no true caring for either of you, but rather a selfish desire for fulfilling their own base needs.
I really despise people like this.
What ever happened to basic kindness and truly caring about each other and not trying to *use* and take advantage of other people.
Blah ....
Anyways ... take care of yourself, Sunshine *BIG HUGS* :-)
~Lisa
Thanks Lisa!
I agree completely with you. No integrity or anything. Unfortch, it's not isolated to the bar scene.
Blah is right!
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