OKMG #4

Action:

I made T an origami paper crane because I was out so late studying.

Response:

Loved it!

This actually deserves an explanation because it shows two things.

1. Perhaps I should have been at home spending more time with her instead of making paper cranes (and not studying). Seriously, it took me a friggin hour to find a suitable diagram for something origami (ssh! Don't tell her, she'll get mad.). I would think being home together would be more romantic than a gift. But, she really likes those well-thought out gifts, so it's probably OK. Which leads me to point 2.

2. She asked me if I made it so that she could think of me every time she looked at it. I, of course, said no. (I actually made it so she would know I was thinking about her.). My point, and I do have one, is that I, obviously, haven't learned enough yet, and the answer to that question should have been a resounding YES! Lord, I have lots to learn.

OKMG may also have hit a snag. We got into a mini - fight last night. Nothing too dramatic, but I apparently haven't learned the notion of equality and that hypocriticism and double-standards should not be the norm. I also need to learn about really thinking through with my actions.

OKMG stands to not only be a great tactical maneuvering (yayuh!), but a lesson about my self and (GODDAMN) self- awareness.

FUCK

Sunshine