English 101 - This is called a stream of consciousness...
I'm a conflicted and confused ball of emotions right now.
I am sad, angry, mad, hurt, depressed, *sore*. On the flip side, I'm just eh (yes, that's right) about it - whatever, it's no big deal.
I want to get over it, move on, give up, not deal with it.
I also want to get physically violent!
I want to be left alone. I need a hug. I want to talk to somebody, anybody, nobody.
I want a cookie - oatmeal raisin, if you please.
I am wondering why I am getting yelled at (not literally), when I ain't do nuttin' wrong (ghetto-fabulousness peaking through)! Why am I being reassuring when I should be reassured? Past transgressions are no excuse for current transgressions.
I wish I didn't know. Above all else, I WISH IT HADN'T HAPPENNED.*
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So what's a girl to do?
My heart hurts, so there's no help there.
Logic tells me to move on and get over it. And I will, just not today.
Sunshine
*I know that I am being cryptic here, but it's not what y'all are thinking - no telling Maidink!
5 comments:
so when people are cryptic, people tend to think the worst.
sorry that you are hurting now.
Sky, really, it's not what you think. I promise!
Maidink, keep it shut! And thanks for the cookie - I ended up getting one last night. I also think I may go for some retail therapy ($20 shoes, nothing major)
Sunshine
Hi Sunshine! Thanx 4 coming 2 my blog. I hope U feel better soon.
luv,
Ani
I know, I know! I thought the same thing! I was like, Fuck! What the hell do I need to do for those shoes? But, I looked back at the online store (Target - baby!) and they weren't as hot as I thought.
Hell, I might just go to Target to try shoes on. I always enjoy that!
Oh, and Ani, thanks for stopping by!
I'll get better soon, I promise.
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